Our lost wedding anniversary..

Helder,
My love..

It would be our 7th wedding anniversary today..

I thought we would get old together..

Life had different plans for both of us..

Where are you, Helder...?

Are you.. SOMEWHERE..?  SOMEHOW...?

What has became of us? 

Is there still  'us'..? 

Are we still connected by mutual effort.. two-way longing.. even though I cannot see or feel you..?

or is it now only me.. 

mourning.....?

Wedding anniversaries are meant for two people ..to rejoice.
For two people..
Not for one..
Not for the widow...

It could be our 7th wedding anniversary..

I miss you Helder